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| Abiquiu Ancestor (30" x 30," oil on canvas © Melinda Esparza) |
There are some things we cannot rush. We must wait, and, sometimes, walk several paths until we find the best road. I felt that last year when I stood on Forest Road 151, north of Abiquiu, NM. And, I felt that a couple of weekends ago when we drove up to Phoenix to adopt our new dog, Zorro.
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| El Zorro and Diego November 2012 |
Going deeper: I just read James Shepard's recent article in the Williams College Magazine, and think you might find it as eloquent and deeply reassuring as I did.
"Imagine you come across a little girl in a sandbox, and you ask her what she's building. If she says she doesn't know, you don't answer, "Well, then, get out of the sandbox." If she says she's building a castle, you don't answer, "Oh, there's an original idea. Nobody ever built a castle before. Think your castle's going to be any different than anybody else's?
If that little girl has poise, she might respond, "I don't know. I haven't built it yet."
Isn't this what many artists hear (especially women artists)? Isn't this something we say to ourselves in many different ways, including in secret? May you add poise to the conversation!
I encourage you to go read the rest of his article, and check out the link to his name.
This painting and I have wrestled for a few months (no deep cuts, just a small scratch or two for me), and I might have finished it today, and won.
Where are you on your path? A good dog or two can help you walk it...















First blooms in my yard © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Studio view © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Blue Pedernal #2 (30" x 30," oil on cradled artists' board) © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Catalinas Study Begun (30" x 30," oil on cradled artists' board) © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Sky Fell, Sun Followed 8" x 8" Oil on artists' board © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Abiquiu Ancestors 30" x 30," oil on canvas © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Ghost Ranch Cliff #1 8" x 8," oil on artists' board © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Ghost Ranch Mesa 30" x 30," oil on canvas © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Sabino Canyon Snowy Day (9" x 12," oil on artists' board) © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Blue Pedernal 10" x 10," oil on artists' board © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Rain Dance Shamans (16" x 20," oil on artists' board) © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Monks' Quarters Tumacacori 12" x 12," oil on artists' board © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Rincon Peak Winter Snow (18" x 18," oil on cradled board) © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Blue Pedernal 10" x 10," oil on artists' board © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Sabino Canyon on a Snowy Day (oil on artists' board 9" x 12")
Abiquiu Ancestors Oil on Canvas 30" x 30" © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Abstract Study Oil on Art Panel 18" x 24" © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Abiquiu Ancestors Oil on Canvas 30" x 30" © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Jasper Johns' Red Image © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
She Wore New Earrings Image © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Abiquiu Ancestors: Opening Sanctuary 30" x 30," oil on canvas Image © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Abiquiu Ancestors: Opening Sanctuary (detail) 30" x 30," oil on canvas Image © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Abiquiu Ancestors: Opening Sanctuary 30" x 30," oil on canvas Image © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Sky Fell, Sun Followed--Homage to Helen Frankenthaler Image © 2012 Melinda S. Esparza
Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Ghost Ranch Ancestors 18" x 18," on cradled oil panel--Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Mostly Harmless 2009 oil on canvas--Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
A well balanced dog Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Abiquiu Opening oil on canvas 30" x 30" Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Rincon Peak Winter Snow October 2011 Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Windy Point and I do Have One Image © 2010 Melinda S. Esparza
Ghost Ranch Cliff 8" x 8" on oil panel--Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Ghost Ranch Ancestors 18" x 18" on cradled oil panel--Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
Ghost Ranch Mesa 30" x 30" on oil panel--Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza
She Wore New Earrings Image © 2011 Melinda S. Esparza